oh god ... another day of sieness in subang... i never ever experience this kind of feeling before... i feel so lost...there is no sun shine, no sky, no cloud, no bird, no sound, no colour...every moment awake make me senseless...writing this post with lifeless,moodless heart... my mind? all black... dark black... smoking doesnt helps anymore... i really dont know what to do next... drugs? alcohol? i am so clueless... living in a dark hole 24/7 makes you a souless creep...you might be worse than smigel.. at least he has something to go all out for it, something that is precious in his pathetic life... what bout me? saying smigel is pathetic make me worse.... ppl say the higher u aim, the harder u fall... so wat if u fall hard? u gona die? no man, u r nt... when yr life reach a state when you dont dream, u dont pray, u dont fight, u dont feel, u dont care, u dont chill, u dont sleep.... everything is just so unimportant to u... u dont treasure them anymore... yr mind is filled with question mark????? WHY WHAT WHEN WHO HOW???? what should i do ??? what can i do??? i ask myself continuosly.....you think i m a emo fuck? i gona kill my self??
NAH~ thats not gona happen... i just write this for fun coz its really boring here... n by the way, i hav a bunch of lovely bastard cock ass hengdai, a lovely gf, a lovely family n 2 lovely turts~wakaka
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