I am sorry, I failed..

I failed..

To protect my pride..
To protect comrades' pride..
To protect everything that is important to any of us..


I failed..

To achieve my target..
To analyse opponent's plan..
To fully counter any crisis that is deadly to us..


I failed..

To control my temper..
To cool down my avenging mind..
To save them from the assault that decides our fate..


I failed..

To retrieve any information that is given..
To analyse the stituation..
To give good orders for them..


I am a failure..

That cannot fully operate what i got in my hands..
That loses temper easily and throws things into the sea..
That feels overly self-confident and self-assertive anytime, anywhere..


I am a failure..

That decides my comrades' destiny..
That unable to achieve victory in a match of prides..
That doesnt there when they need me most..


I am a failure..

That cannot make use of everyone..
That cannot extract the best of everyone..
That cannot turn them into a deadly weapon in a match..


I now realise..

The meaning of ' You lose your patience, your lose everything ' ..
The meaning of ' Once you fail, you're failed ' ..
The meaning of ' There is no such thing as useless underlings but futile captains '


I now realise..

Making mistakes is a critical issue in any match..
Overly self-confident ruins plan..
Aggressive yet avenging action dooms..


I..

apologize for my wrong decision makings..
am not qualified to arrange any assaulting operations..
lost my responsiblity as a captain..


I am sorry, I failed..