The Forgotten One-Man-Army

Confronting a large group of malicious enemy..
With a well-trained super soldier..

It could be told that it is gonna be a great fight..

But..
What if somebody tells you..

Confonting the entire family members..
With only One-Man-Army..

It couldnt be told that it is either a great fight or a lost fight..

A great determination is needed for him to confront such stituation..
Cause no people can save him in the battlefield..
No backup for him if he failed..
No support from behind..
Everything he needs in the battlefield, he has to get it by himself..

As..
He is the only member of the One-Man-Army..

He is talented in everything..
Multi-tasking skill, survival skill, invoking skill,
Information-collecting skill are required..
That is why he is the chosen one..

Being a member of One-Man-Army is not easy..
Your feeling can be heard by no one..
You are alone..

You are the commander of the entire One-Man-Army..
You are the soldier of the entire One-Man-Army..
You are the battery soldier of the entire One-Man-Army..
You are the medic support team of the entire One-Man-Army..

In his mind,

' When the world is not believing in you, '
' You must at least believe in yourself. '

As for him..
Who has been the member of the One-Man-Army for a long period of time,

' God had left this place for a long time ago '
' What left this place is only enemy '

He told me..

' Confronting the entire family members, '
' by yourself.. '
' Is already.. '
' The One-Man-Army.. '

And i realised, i have no comrades..
Cause..
I am the only member of the One-Man-Army..
Who has no backup from everyone..

火柴天堂

火柴天堂

原唱：熊天平
翻唱：曾沛慈

走在寒冷下雪的夜空
卖着火柴温饱我的梦
一步步冰冻
一步步寂寞
人情寒冷冰冻我的手

一包火柴燃烧我的心
寒冷夜里挡不住前行
风刺我的脸
雪割我的口
拖着脚步还能走多久

有谁来买我的火柴
有谁将一根根希望全部点燃
有谁来买我的孤单
有谁来实现我想家的呼唤

每次
点燃火柴微微光芒
看到希望看到梦想
看见天上的妈妈说话

她说
你要勇敢
你要坚强
不要害怕
不要慌张
让你从此不必再流浪

每次
点燃火柴微微光芒
看到希望看到梦想
看见天上的妈妈说话

她说
你要勇敢
你要坚强
不要害怕
不要慌张
让你从此不必再流浪
妈妈牵着你的手回家
睡在温暖花开的天堂

走在寒冷下雪的夜空
卖着火柴温饱我的梦
一步步冰冻
一步步寂寞
人情寒冷冰冻我的手
一包火柴燃烧我的心
寒冷夜里挡不住前行
风刺我的脸
雪割我的口
拖着脚步还能走多久

有谁来买我的火柴
有谁将一根根希望全部点燃
有谁来买我的孤单
有谁来实现我想家的呼唤

每次
点燃火柴微微光芒
看到希望看到梦想
看见天上的妈妈说话

她说
你要勇敢
你要坚强
不要害怕
不要慌张
让你从此不必再流浪

每次
点燃火柴微微光芒
看到希望看到梦想
看见天上的妈妈说话

她说
你要勇敢
你要坚强
不要害怕
不要慌张
让你从此不必再流浪
妈妈牵着你的手回家
睡在温暖花开的天堂

Love is all around. ( Sze Chuan's Earthquake )

It hurts deeper and deeper..
Whenever i hear the news about the Sze Chuan's earthquake..


I believe all chinese around the world would feel the same as me..


Tears are everywhere..
From Sze Chuan..
To every corner around the world..


When i open the news paper..
I cry without tears everytime..




' The number of death has reached 39,174 '

' 13,694 reported missing '

' Child found under the dead body of his parent '

' Young girl survived for 146 hours '




This is more than enough for me to continue..


May 12th 2008..
This will be a day that all chinese around the world will never forget..
All people around the world will pray for you all..
Although earthquake seperated us..
But we will never forget you..

We are so futile..
Our abilities are limited..
We cant change what changed..

All I can do is..
To feel what Sze Chuan earthquake's victims feel..
To know their stories..
And to appreciate what we have..

Cause..
To feel them, to know their stories and to appreciate what we have currently..
Is the best consoles for them..
Both the victims, and the perished..

Zero.. 0

-1 exists because of the appearance of +1..



Anti-matter appears because of the existance of matter..



When there is positive energy, negative energy counters it..



Divinity is imaginated to balance dark power from the Netherland..



The height of the sky is to fill the depth of abyss..



Proton attracts electron to neutralise its charge..



White holes shoot what black holes sucked..



Water puts fire out, while fire burns metal, while metal crashes wood, while wood absorbs water.



' Ying ' balances ' Yang ' because either one of them overwhelms the other will create unbalances.



When all of them balance each other..



The age of ' zero stituation ' arrives..



Everything that u see in this world is worthless...



Cause everything that is created annihilates each other..

I am sorry, I failed..

I failed..

To protect my pride..
To protect comrades' pride..
To protect everything that is important to any of us..


I failed..

To achieve my target..
To analyse opponent's plan..
To fully counter any crisis that is deadly to us..


I failed..

To control my temper..
To cool down my avenging mind..
To save them from the assault that decides our fate..


I failed..

To retrieve any information that is given..
To analyse the stituation..
To give good orders for them..


I am a failure..

That cannot fully operate what i got in my hands..
That loses temper easily and throws things into the sea..
That feels overly self-confident and self-assertive anytime, anywhere..


I am a failure..

That decides my comrades' destiny..
That unable to achieve victory in a match of prides..
That doesnt there when they need me most..


I am a failure..

That cannot make use of everyone..
That cannot extract the best of everyone..
That cannot turn them into a deadly weapon in a match..


I now realise..

The meaning of ' You lose your patience, your lose everything ' ..
The meaning of ' Once you fail, you're failed ' ..
The meaning of ' There is no such thing as useless underlings but futile captains '


I now realise..

Making mistakes is a critical issue in any match..
Overly self-confident ruins plan..
Aggressive yet avenging action dooms..


I..

apologize for my wrong decision makings..
am not qualified to arrange any assaulting operations..
lost my responsiblity as a captain..


I am sorry, I failed..

A Vacuum Cleaner..

Life..........

Is..........

Nothing more than a

Why~~~~~~!?

The reason is..........

IT SUCKS~~~~~!!!!

The Life Of Chinno Ambrozzi During The Holidays

Well as holidays started about 2 weeks ago.It's been ok so far when it started.............but as time passes by day by day,hour by hour,minute by minute,second by second.I just realise the real meaning of Study BREAK.It's not that it means you have ample time to study.It actually means that you have so much time that you'll probably die of boredom.............and i cant study at all.My ability to study is so bad i havent even open my books yet when AS is so bloody near.

So here is the summary of what i did during my holidays.

1st Week
1)Started to be more independant by looking after the house and handling house chores to get use to it when my family goes off to Dubai.
2)Went Shopping At Megamall Gardens and bought shiny ass Eygptian Cotton shirts.Man their shiny
3)Went to KLCC to get my Levis Sunglasses fixed(Man that reminded me the day my Ray Ban got destroyed.....RM600+!!!!!!!But i guess nvm.....It was an accident....I dont expect a replacement.)
4)Went Back Gardens again and this time wanted to get a Cerutti 1881 Rose Gold Ring but they didnt have my bloody size.(Shouldnt have keep cracking my goddamn knuckles....man i have big fingers.)
5)Tried to plan an "extravagant" lunch with a friend of mine but well that backfired badly....
6)Exercise very regularly and daily (sometimes 2 hours,or 4 hours,one day it went to 6 hours.)
7)Went With S3 gang to Pyramid.Went Skating and i have to say i lost all my moves......to show my skating achievements would be so embarassing LOL but at least i can skate fast.

2nd Week
1)Went to college couple of times to study with friends but well though it was quite productive in the end i think we cocked more then actually study.
2)Went to brother Mikhail's place and swam at the swimming pool.
3)Went Lepaking with Wildcat,Mikhail and others at Pyramid as usual
4)Went shopping at Pavillion
5)New record cocking with broes until 5 am for no bloody reason
6)Went to see the new Accord and mom really pushed the test drive car to the limit,later on that week went to see teh new C Class and then back again to the Accord

3rd Week
1)As usual went to college a couple of times to study with pals
2)Went to enroll on Wednesday,results was nto satisfying
3)Went to Pyramid to send in my most powerful computer for a check up,to find out later that the motherboard has been fried
4)In plans to get a new computer soon
5)Went lepak with Mikhail and Kangkang On Thursday to watch Iron Man,the show was quite nice but the fight with Iron Monger was kinda average thats all,went to arcade later did some window shopping and then later went to pick up THE package,later hooked up with parents and they surprised me with a Ray Ban Aviator and i decided not to wear them because i dont want another mishap too happen because one a Ray Ban isnt cheap and its a clasic model which is hard to find
6)Have been doing some astrology stuff with one of my peeps.Been interpreting quite a few number of people's behaviour and such
7)Went to college yesterday to check on the safety of THE package and meet a very good friend of mine who came back from Australia who was suffering from a recent emotional distress but she seems fine now

Well this is what happen in 3 weeks of my holiday so far and the social activities are getting lesser and lesser as AS is around the corner.